i was pissed off today ,
seriously .
i just don't get it why .
WENT for sectional TODAY - MONDAY .
i don't know what's happen .
i always asked myself . can i just give up and leave ?
& seriously , i am enthu to band , if you guys think it's fake , so let it be .
i mean like , i seriously damn tired .
i didn't have enough sleep , i keep thinking of band .
BAND BAND BAND . can join syf ? cannot join ?
wth .
LESS THEN 3 WEEK .
yes , i know 'm nobody in band , and i dont want anything .
i just want to spend my life in band just like this .
i march for the sake of marching .
i still crave for SYF .
YES ! I DO .
but the attitude towards everything make me doesn't feel like it .
so what for ?
you won't know how pissed i can go .
&

How damn i wish i can don't give a damn about it.
How i wish i don't even care at all .

i am letting go