It's 3.21 am now .

I was really wondering what the hell i'm doing here .

Well , things are really bothering me recently .

I mean , really .

Not because of band .

It's just something .

I always thought i could be like strong standing up

which i always did .

But i lost the game this time round . I couldn't .

&

i really thanks by friends for like asking " You okay ? "

Even face to face which they don't usually dare to ask or something ..

It was been weeks i guess .

Yes , proooffff .

There's a 10 days break from band .

Yes , i love it .

Seriously .

I mean which band members don't ?

Starting from 19 , you couldn't see me in town or something ..

You could see me in Yuying secondary .. Hougang mall .. Kovan .. Just these few places !

You can really really spot me there .

Well , i don't know what the fucking hell i'm talking about .

My eyebag are really really heavy .

I couldn't sleep .

Or maybe i don't want to sleep due to my stubborness.

Well , i really like and love recieving messages when i'm asleep .

I got 7 currently .

But some doesn't seems really in a good looking shape .

Or in fact i look them at the messages in a bad way .

Who knows .

But still , i'm happy .

I haven't been recieving much recently .

For some sort of reasons .

Which you can really kill me .

My eye seems to be closing . But not now .

I need someone to talk to . But i don't need .

Who knows what i'm trying to say .

I'm super full of random-ness . No , in fact weird-ness .

Isn't it th same i mean .

fmi ( for my info ) , thing change i guess .

I mean i wish i have things that i want .

I'm not rich or whatever . I'm just pampered since young .

I could really be very very happy , very if work & earn money myself ,

& get myself a drink with my money .

I would be super happy .

Oh well . Wait .

What the hell am i talking about again .

I mean it's not related .

Nevermind ..

I guess i shall go bed now .

Bye .