I can't pick myself up at this point of time .
Many many many things happened .
Maybe this is what should had happened .
'm trying to stand as strong as i could already ,
but , i couldn't did as much as i could already .
don't bother about me , leave me alone .
'm not going to blog often already ,
dont other to visit this blog anymore .
Let it rot . Let it be , so am i .

Great !
i got sunburn again !
means 'm going to get darker , oh man.
tomorrow going to perform !
go go go !
jiayous ! wg you can do it ! jys !

Instructions : Remove 1 question from below , and add in your personal question, make a total of 20 questions , then tag 8 people in your list , list them out at the end of this post . Noitify them in theis chat box that he/she has beem tagged . Whoever does the tag will have blessing from all .

1. At what age do you wish to marry ?
- 25 to 29

2. Have you given your first kiss ?
- KPO !

3. Are you afraid of death ?
- Duh .

4. Do you think you have enough confidence ?
- confidence of ?

5. If you can have one dream come true, what would it be ?
- go for the SYF !

6. Do you believe in seeing rainbow after the rain ?
- Yes.

7. What are you afraid to lose the most right now ?
- Her & the band .

8. Do you believe in eternity love ?
- Yes .

9. If you meet someone that you love , would you confess to him/her ?
- i have already met ,

10. Listed out 3 good points of the person who tagged you .
Carlo
- Is somehow crazy fellow :D
-Funny .
- Emo .

11. What are your requirements that you wish from your the other half ?
- Just love each other !

12. Which type of person do you hate the most ?
- Alot of types .

13. What is your ambition ?
- wells , ambition . xD

14. Have you done anything regretful in your life so far ?
- DUHHH !

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life ?
- Her

16. Are you a shopaholic or not ?
- YES !

17. At this point of time , you rather stay in your comfort zone or try something new ?
- Sad to say , at this point of time i want to sleep .

18. What kinnda friend you hope to be in your friends' life ?
- My friends hope to be my friends . LOL.

19. If you had a chance . Which part or character you would like to change ?
- Alot.

20. What are you doing now ?
- Counting hair .

TAGGED
KohWeiTing , JoanneNeo , Illi , WongYilin , Priscilla , VanessaTeo , VenicePhoon, TanSiyan

Alrights , shall use GREEN to post .
Had speech day today !
imporved by 3 percent .
was rather happy ?
But , there's another 6 percent .
and what if sunday i freak out ?
oh well , trying not to .
nothing much alr .
BYES .



tags repliesss.
illi - of course !
NUS - YEAH !
Carlo-- do alr !

TAG REPLIES !
carlo -LOL . like finally you tagged ?
NUS- no no , i rawks .
ILLI - i know it's you . stop using my chinese nameeeeeeeeeee.

well, went for band ad usual .

bored .

the band did improved ,

tomorrow is speech day alr , i was wondering how it will be .

i keep thinking , what if the soil screwed up ? what if i can't pitch poperly ?

what if and it goes on .

hopefully , i can manage . BRIDGET ! jiayous !

went to eat after band ,KFC again !

arghhhh , sick of it already .

was talking about shihui photo that she took at VCH during the concert .

there's ' the thing ' there , i was like straight away check the photos that is took there .

wwas damn scary . and i took quite alot of it .

wells , then photo , and started out ghost story again and it starts to link .

and 'm the only one that took mrt home .

thanks that ass talking on the phone with me .

reached home .

oh wells ,

Jys on tomo ,

One Band ; One Sound !

GOGOGOGOGO !

woooo !

alright , stop my crazy-ness.

DONE !

no school tomo !
no school = wake up late .

:D

i drew a pig today , it's damn nice !

that's the pig ! LOL .

yeah , and sis is coming back tomorrow ! Omg ,

i was wondering if it's a good or bad thing .

hahah. nothing much to post . byes !

i was pissed off today ,
seriously .
i just don't get it why .
WENT for sectional TODAY - MONDAY .
i don't know what's happen .
i always asked myself . can i just give up and leave ?
& seriously , i am enthu to band , if you guys think it's fake , so let it be .
i mean like , i seriously damn tired .
i didn't have enough sleep , i keep thinking of band .
BAND BAND BAND . can join syf ? cannot join ?
wth .
LESS THEN 3 WEEK .
yes , i know 'm nobody in band , and i dont want anything .
i just want to spend my life in band just like this .
i march for the sake of marching .
i still crave for SYF .
YES ! I DO .
but the attitude towards everything make me doesn't feel like it .
so what for ?
you won't know how pissed i can go .
&

How damn i wish i can don't give a damn about it.
How i wish i don't even care at all .

i am letting go

BLOGGING !

went to NIE concert , saw charmaine ! :D didn't manage to call her .

sorrry !

nothing much . byes !

if you want that photo just press left click and a window will appear and save it.

you want this to appear on the field ?

the work hard for it !

me !
me joanne and pris
sebastin me pris & joanne
mango ice ! :D

went to have my hair cut with with with with with siyan .
afterwards went to "study"
did some homework only with band mates .
then aftr that leave at 5 plus .
went to meet classmates .
went town walk .
then walk to far east then joanne and pris go make tattos , tempo tattos .
then bus-ed to ps and took train back to kovannnnn .
went to the playground and play then saw band mates .
felt damn sorry , ps-ed them .
then play play play , went to hong kong cafe to eat mango ice .
play the dont know what number games .
then play 8 times , who lose 1 time must eat 5 spoon .
then i lost total of 5 times .
==
that's all .
JIAYOUS TOMORROW !

Whatever it is now ,
i am craving for the syf chance to be back .
whatever shit i also dont want .
I WANT THE SYF .
got it ?
So please , each and everyone of the band member .
come for band practice EVERY PRACTICE .
you guys only left with 22 days now .
please , work hard for it .
even the teachers are helping us out .
never give up .
'm sure NONE of you wanted this .
you guys sure you all going to just let the sec 4s and 5s to go off without getting anything ?
what's band ?
one band one sound .
come on everyone , stay strong and move on !
chin up , get going !
jiayous !


Each and everyone is a soloist .
Show off your gimmicks !
Let them know you're confident ! by siyan .

Please , whichever god it is .
i really really really pray hard that you do not take us out of syf .
Please , i beg whoever is it .
PLEASE ! 'm seriously beg the god or whatever of it .
PLEASE !
'm fucking sad now .
whatever laaa .
Please is what i can only say now .
cry is what we can do now .
nothing else .
23 more days to syf .
if you draw us out , all our hard work will be gone.
GONE !
can you like imagine ? pacticing for like 6 hours for ALMOST EVERY SAT .
ad thusrday friday keep praticing .
we had reach this standard .
you gonna just give up on us ?
everyone tried their best .
we promise we will give our best .
Please . don't take us out .

Today was speech day rehearsal .
The soil was totally screw up .
damn irritating
i mean like , why can't i play properly ?
why am i like so stupid ? can't even pitch properly ?
how stupid can i be .
bridget is down , i must be damn strong , recover real soon bridget .
Omg laaaaaa .
why did i felt scare during that time .
why didn't i overcome it ? if never sustain , blame th fault on me.
whatever luhhhh .

TAGS REPLIED .
hazyrah - :D STUDY TIME !
FANNIE - link ?
shaowei - what laaaaaa. mad ass.
siyan - relink done !
yilin - yoyos .
kelly - link done.
illi - ohs . i see .
lina - heyyy ! my tickettttt !
pinku - link done .
vanessa - LOL. so nice can ?

wasn't in the mood to post and reply tag or link .
byes.

entertainment ?

hahahah.

the hair is i make one okay !

that's vannessa teo . LOL. that ugly old women . jk jk

nothing much. went for band.

'm damn damn tired. i wanna go sleep soon.

;d

byes !

Back from chalettttttttt. ;D
Firstly , met up with sophia and ben .
Bus-ed to downtownnnnnn.
wasn't really a long trip , it was like raining still .
met up joanne , pris , step , jay at cheers . bought things and back to the room .
anw , there toal of 14people went for the chalet.
Yan Hao , Valerie , Wilson , Pei Han , Sophia, Joanne , Benjamin , Shi Kai , Sebastian , Jing yi , Aloysius , Priscilla , Stephanie and me !
14 people inside a small room . like so ass .
had BBQ in the rain . ==
luckily i bought an unbrella there .
at first they bought smth to cover it . but we didn't manage to build it up .
so i bought out my umbrella , BBQ with that only umbrella .
so idiot laaaaaaaaa.
then after a LONG LONG time , an auntie came to ask if we needed her pit .
so we used , and she say clean up after using . ==
she borrowed us 3 umbrella , 2 umbrella each pit .
so is so called ' boys pit and girls pit '
so the girls went to the ALREADY ready side .
we took quite long time to start fire , by the time everyone was wet already .
totally wet , coldness came after that .
like 3/4 of the BBQ-ing , the rain like finally stop .
so everyone started to sit down and eat , while like the others alreay finish long agoooo.
so yuppe.
after bbq everyone went watch tv and take turns to bath .
after that thng jay went home .
Had pillow fight . yan hao and me gang-ed up to fight with sophia .
at first i played with pris , then yan hao played with sophia .
then pris asked for help , sophia went hit me , yan hao went save me . LOL .
the room was like , dammmnnnnn noisy .
i was screaming and shouting like mad ass , like everyone does .
budden the plan doesn't goes this way .
celebrate pris and yanhao birthday , belated or whatever luh.
then celebrated , played played played .
everyone was planning to go red house , all of the sudden no one wants to go .
then went arcade to play games .
went cheers .
valerie wented home .
they all say wanted to ton , but ended up only 4 person including me ton only . ==
Joanne Yan Hao Shi Kai and me .
had mid-night LIFE !
during like 2 plus , was damn boring .
sitting outside talk talk talk . we went in to the room , was planned to scream tgt .
then wake them up .
went to the toilet talk talk discuess then went to the room .
then we shouted , Sophia jumped up . some scold.
LOL. then we all laughing like mad asses .
then went out again . prank call people .
after that played wit 3 fire starter to make us awake .
burn everything that we could .
EVERYTHING !
yea , picture up next ! ;D

Sophia , the setting up thingy , but failed... Sebastian , me , joanne and retarded sophia .
me and joanne

eat !

.
Birthday cakes.

Night lifessssss.
drank Jolly Shandy with straw !
.
BA-BOOM.

had this for supperrrrrr.

after everything went for breakfast tgt .

went off stright after breakfast .

reached home around 9.40. went to bed without changing.

woke up at 12 plus , went out with siyan they all .

damn tired now. and now curently 'm still awake !

eoo ! alright , nothing much . gtg. byes !

'm off to chalet !
ZAI JIAN.

CHATLET TOMORROW !
' m lik so call happy ?
so call pissed off ?
whatever.
my eyes is cloing soon. very soon.
went out with desmond siyan shi hui and azmir.
azmir came later , raining raining .
PLEASE ! don't rain tomorrow. PLEASE !
if want rain then rain during the morning.
CAUSE 'm not going wild wild wet or escape even though i got the free admission ticket.
meeting sophia i the noon.
then i shall go for SECTIONAL !
yipppeeee !
brain cells again. going to think what 'm going to wear tomo again.
arghhhhhhhhh ,
gosh. 'm spenting lots of time on it.
wells. 'm damn tired.
BYES !

Gosh.
i feel like killing myself now .
the results are back .
and it simply sucks .
amath is the most fu*kin worst.
29 upon 100.
eoo !
at least i passed 3 of the subject of else there will be a parents and DM talk.
wells , i needa pull up my socks.
homework homework & homework.
there's 2 math revision paper 1 amath homework and 1 chinese homework.
did some of them only.
thursday having class chatlet !
eoo !
looking forward ?
one day only ._.
planning to ton all the way.
then friday morning go home , change and out with desmond they all to buy clothes !
i was wondering if i going to like stay awake until that time.
._.
well, nothing much.
today will be rotting at home.
someone ask me out please ?

Blogging.
arghhhhh.
march holiday whole week not free.
today stayed at home, cause not feeling well.
actually meetin siyan and the group to study
but mum don't allow and 'm sick AGAIN.
tomorrow going section i guess.
then wed also dont know do what.
then thursday and friday is class chatlet and friday going out with siyan they all to buy clothes for concert.
saturday got band.
sunday rest !
and that's all.
byes.

Back from camp !
It's was a , very cannot be describe camp .
I had HOT WATER for bathing in camp !
of course , we was not allow to use THAT toilet .
but i went in . who cares anw,
it was a nice camp , cause there's NPCC joning us with the camp.
means there's 2 CCAs camping.
then saturday st john and GB had camp too !
so it was like 4 CCAs camping together in a school .
eoo !

Day 1.
Fall in at 7.45 , before that meet siyan , she went to buy ice cream to eat.
After fall in combine in the band room.
Combine all the way till 12 plus.
went to bunk and sleep only 1 plus ?

Day 2.
Sec 1s camp in.
so morning had games with them .
Some of the sec 1s are bastards and bitches .
2 sec 1s and 1 SEC TWO made ALMOST me pissed off .
That's Amanda Ang and the sister .
So what if you're a good player ?
fuckin hell. I TALKED to you nicely and what's the fuckin attitude you gave me uh ?!
Whatever luh.
you should know WHAT you are doing.
act nia , whatever luh. I GOT AN BAD IMPRESSION ON YOU ALREADY.
ass hole, don't talk about things that make me pissed off.
READ MY BLOG LA.
I DARE POST I DARE TO SHOW , this is my blog, i like what i write.
i don't give a damn what attitude you give me.
I don't easily get pissed off & your atttitude make me really pissed off.
YOU and your sister is THE SAME.
and that guy , you better remember what you say .
i will comfirm that you will make me slap your face or whatever shit.
A bunch of sore losers.
after games had snacks.
we didn't have enough breakfast.
'm like not even full, when lina is around she will make sure everyone is full alright.
everything cut down la.

Day 3.
all the way we had practice.
after whole afternoon practice went to parade square to have rehersals.
they took down the videos.
show-ed our mistakes.
it can be improved , well , i dare to say 'm not where else better.
no one is perfect.
so yeah, went home after break camp.
done.
that's all !

TAGS !
WEITING - sup ! whateverrr luh. how you already ? you fell down during the rehersal uh ?TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF LA ! noob jui shi noob
FANNIE - never la. link you up asap.
JOEY - whatever !
Catherine - sup ! relink you soon. thanks for the taggggggs. :D
Estrina - yo ! take lots of rest. DRINK MORE WATER !

wells, 'm going for camp already !
so long !
byes !
camp ends at sunday 5.
anything sms me !
i'll try to reply !
:D

'm tired enough.
i don't want to think any further.
not anymore.
'm giving up hopes.
fading.
hopeless.
and soon, it will be gone.

Blogging (:
Nothing much happened.
5 days without phone was OKAY !
I find it much more cool without it.
I keep falling asleep in class today, DM walk pass. Never tio caught.
amath i was awake all the while !
cause there's sweet that make me awake.
'm getting from bad to worst.
i need a change in my attitude wise !
i know what 'm doing okay !
before assembly went to the toilet.
people whatever inside. damn fucking smelly.
assembly was BORING !
damn bloody boring can !
police talk whateve shit. bla bla bla.
then the whoever scold us. then shout then our eardrum like whaever la.
damn angry, then got one guy sec 4F ? shouted back.
hahha, then asked to go out.
public caning tomo ?
after assembly went to H.shihui class.
after that went bad room slack.
AND IT RAIN ! can't get out.
so stay in school until like 4 plus ?
then went to kfc eat.
while walking there got one childcare
then when it rain and you on the aircon the window will have the whatever shit thingy.
then i drew a smiley face. then walk a few step only the children starting laughing !
so cute la !
i make them laugh !
then while walking tio bully !
booo !
then eat alr went mac to studyyyyyyyy.
copy the amath notes into the new notebook.
and was about 8 plus.
Went home !
done.


TAGS REPLIESSSSSSSS.
CARIINA - you didn't invite me to your blog, invite me. guaikai@hotmail.com. THANKS ! & will relink soon.
WEITING<3 - replied in your blog noob !
ynomraH - oh really ? did i ?
siyan - what happen ?
LL.Yap - what la noob ! NOOB !
Mingyan - where got emo ?! anw, you pull my hair that day. YOU WATCH OUT ! BLEH !
JOEY'X3 - hahahahha. okay okay. got tme go tag you laaaaaa.
Jovan - whatever.
Jed - go jump off building and you won't be bored.

wells, i got nothing to say.
just feel like posting i guess.
mood wasn't really great.
YES.
i did went study with siyan.
and went to eat and headed home again.
and there goes my throat again.
'm jealous. seriously jealous.
eh, what can i do luh.
whateverr la.
wtf can. i think my attitude is getting worst.
WORST. 'm like learning bad. but wells, smoking had never cross my mind.
never. i swear. i swear i won't smoke.
'A' post and 'B' will post.
isn't that funny.
i just think 'm a fool.
FOOL
i can't do anything, nothing.
i always want to have that kindda. ' can't be bothered ' feelings.
but i can't. whateverrr luh.
wg sucks.
anw, my phone isn't with me anymore.
mum took it away. bill ba-boom-ed again.
oh ya, isn't great that i didn't make your sms boom ?
whatever luh.
well, i don't want to continue.
byes.

i did went school today !
i didn't pon, well, 'm overall a good boy alright.
whateverrrr.
anw, school today.
NO ATTIRE CHECK ! :D
was so damn happy.
they say will be a second round today, but don't have.
muhahahahhaa.
anw, 'm damn pissed off.
i got the feeling that the class is got to split.
and the 3 class going to different class wit different result.
SUCK LA. WTH LA.
i keep asking myself why go to this kind of fuckin school seh. __
i got back all my result ?
i think so.
chem 10/25 AFTER retest 14/25
physic 9 1/2/25
amath 10/40
emath 32/50
english 14/30
i fail amath like shit.
omfg, my results all like shit la.
wengguan sucks like shit can ?!
wth.wth.wth.wth.wth.wth.wth.wth.wth.wth.wth.
whatever luh.
i went home straight after school. :D
first time reach home before 2.30
omfg.
anw, going out study later.
so long.
BYES

TAGS.
Jovan - what ?! lol.
Kelly - alright, will link you soon. :D
ksd - ==
WEITING <3>
iLLI - sup, you heard it today.
LL.Yap - hey noob. yos.
Jed - (:
Junisa - hey nara boom, what you using now ?

BLOGGING !
band band band. been very busy.
today had perform for the whatever.
tooks alot of photos.
going to upload soon, cause the photos isn't with me.
it's like raining the whole day already.
raining day.
whaatever.
i think i going to catch a cold soon. argghhhh.
went to eat prata in the morning.
now the throat not feeling well. stupid la.
ass it.
shouldn't have eat the prataaaaaaaaa.
never listen to bridget's advices that's why ended up this way.
shall post another day.
sister need to use alr.
byes