She looks happy today because i'm home for the whole day ! I mean morning and afternoon . She love cuddle to my blanket in the morning . Shall take a photo of it some time later ! I feels good to sleep without a restriction . Like having to be awake at a certain time . I can't wait for later . Because i am gonna style my hair out later . I shall take a photo and post it in tweeter . Maybe here when i'm back at late night ! I dont know if it will succeed .

On the other note . I feel kind of disappointed with myself . I haven't been really studying at home . I mean , i do revise my work in school but not when i'm home .

I think there's no more visitor coming here and read words , i think i shall keep this as my .. online diary ! WHAMP . I should exercise . I see fats coming out :(

I don't know what to do . I did a paper of TYS . and i'm too lazy to get the paper two done . Well , maybe i should consider having an afternoon nap while waiting to meet bridget and co ! Oh great . That's an ideal idea . Maybe my dog would cuddle in again !

Do you know .

She's scared of lighting . She shivers like a dog ( she's a dog ! ) whenever there's rain . Oh well ... okay , afternoon now ! :D

The stress I'm having now is . indescribable .

It marks the first day of examination today . I suppose i did very well for situational writing which came out report writing . But as for the compo , i think due to time management , i didn't manage to get my brain juice squeezed out in time . Uh , that's bad . Really bad . I took more then an hour to do the report writing . Thus , i left like . what ? 30 minutes for composition . And i wasn't panicking , maybe the air conditional was too cold at that time . I just remembered i was sneezing away and i forgot to get tissue paper to my desk . I literally gave the composition marks away .

As for the second examination . I think i fair quite badly . It's Chinese Language . Wo De Hua Yu Bu Hao .

The funnest part was when i entered the hall . I happily took dictionary , a packet of tissue paper and water bottle and i walk to the desk . I was really happy because it's the last paper before it marks the day end . And i haven't been sweating much . So , there's this guy beside me . De Rong , okay . Which makes me really stress . Because he's really clever . Ok , whatever . And then , he gave me the " o . o , * you are ready ? * " and then i look down to my desk . I thought everything was alright . But i was wrong , i actually forgot my pencil case . and the paper was already given out . I can't possibly walk to my bag and take my pencil case . Because i guess they would call out my name -.-


So i borrowed from my friend . Woo , thanks !

Oh , i guess i got flu bug . This means i should bring a jacket along to keep me warm . You know , i was shivering away while doing the paper .


Hmm , i think that's all . Oh yes ! Today morning was humid to the max ! I took a bus to school ;D

And i realize i didn't bring chinese dictionary . I went to the staff room and look for my chinese teacher , she's really smart . She knew what i need . Geez . okay . I think that's all . Hopefully tomorrow i don't screw my paper . It's social studies . I know globalization is gonna be out . Trust me . I am never wrong . If i am , then too bad for me i suppose . I haven't study a single bit . And it's 10.08 pm now .. I think i shall tuck in rather than studying .


Oh no , J , don't kill me please ..


OH YES . I SAW THE CLASS PHOTO TODAY . I THINK I LOOK AWESOME . REALLY AWESOME . okay , maybe to me ........

You see . You won't know what kind of situation I'm in . I shall say , I've got my youth life ruined . At least in secondary . I really hope i can settle down and study by next week . ( when it's already mid-year ! ) I shall start skipping school since our class for math and science have finish the topics . I guess the rest i could be able to catch up .

Before that , i think i need lots and lots of hours of rest . Plenty of it . I could sleep whole day long .







I shall too exhausted to think of what to type . I'm going of to .. bed . Time check : 8.25pm .
Whatever .

SINCE i have lots of free time now . I shall write down what's my agenda for this week in case i forget again . Well , it's Saturday now . And it feels kind of weird and also exciting . Because i would be asleep now if i got band later . But now after stepping down ( okay , real soon ) not , we dont have any Saturday practice !

Went to Jun Shen's house earlier on . Had a little MJ , Xbox 360 (Guitar Hero) and billiard ! Feels great and on my way home , saw lots of people going club i guess . i think i'm gonna be like them when i turn 18 ! Since tomorrow is Saturday , and i got tuition at 7 pm , i just might as well study before hand . And because of tuition , i had to cancel my outing with someone important and shabu shabu with lina and co . And since tuition is postpone to Saturday , it also means i will be free on Sunday . i shall hit the town and get some really nice novel .

There's all these little little things which makes my day unpleasant . Really unpleasant . But i think i got t hold to it till Os end . [ since i want to score really really well , and i hope i am able to make it as well ] . I think i'm done . I'm gonna mug really hard enough during the weekdays . but seriously , i will be asking my friends out . So , look forward to your phone when you receive my message ! :D

I don't know what's my next move . A little weird . You know when you got this very mixed up feeling , You know what you want . But you can't achieve it . And you blame yourself for not bring as good as what you expected .

I've been reading . I bought this book titled ' The perks of being a wallflower ' By Stephen Chbosky . I bought it on Sunday and started reading on Monday . I finish reading it on Wednesday . A good start to begin with . And i'm setting a good apotheosis to my classmates as well . After getting a distinction , i ought to study hard already . But before that , i'm giving myself a week break before starting .

In a relationship , i believe everything know there's no point turning back when the other party don't seems to get bothered about it . But my principle happens to be otherwise . If you would rate me from 1 to 10 , Introvert and Extrovert . I would tell you I'm standing at 2 . Honestly speaking . I hope i don't sound like a freak to you . I hope i sound like someone normal . Thus , i tend to yearn for the past compared to looking forward .

I hope i sound normal when i'm not . I hope i'm normal when i'm not . okay . contradicting .

Pictures to share .

Oh yes .


Guess what did i say after i saw Yan Ming after knowing we got distinction ?

" AHHHHHHHH , TODAY GOT MAHJONG !! "



Okay , ciaos .

Okay , I think its counting down time .

I'm just one day from SYF . And also one day away from my freedom to study . Suppose to be feeling good , but I'm feeling otherwise .
Oh , I'm in school now , punching my blackberry keypad and thinking what to blog about and kill time as well . Its good under the air-con with relief teacher . And I think I wasted my time coming to school . Put yourself in my situation , you go to school looking forward to lessons . You're suppose to have 5 lesson , but happen to have three period free . What now . Tsk .
Okay , I'm having a long day ahead . And I look as if I'm some emo shit , plucking earpiece and punching keypad and sitting in a corner . It's near isolating myself . Uh . What am I blahing about .
Junisa will be coming later , I am wondering if the 'keeper' would be coming to spoil my day . It feels good to be alone . Things to be reflected .
Okay look , now my classmates are lauging at me for punching my keypad . They thought I am down or smth , but no . Hee .

Hope we clinch what we are suppose to tomorrow . Good luck to me and goodluck to , whoever it may concern .


Woo , ciaos ! I still got 35 minutes of spare time . What's next ? Stalk people's blog and fb ! :D

Goody .



It's just 6 more days of band ! And i have a long long break for O levels . Look , it's countable now . As such , I've have more time to spent with my fellow friends , band mates etc etc . Which would repair our r/s ! Okay , i know you guys are tired of asking me out since years ago . I've been giving you guys excuses like , school , band etc .


VERY extremely look forward to it because i would be free on like , THURSDAY , FRIDAY AND SATURDAY . Which also means that i am able to wake up as late as 10 am ! Okay , i know it isn't that late . I hope to get more tuition too , i would really wanna score for my national examination before i get grounded . I think i need to get my work done .

So , goodbye ! I will blog soon .


Just for your info , My SYF will be on this Saturday ! Will be held at indoor stadium . You can text me for ticket . I will try my very best to get it . Just for you to know , the tickets are all out (?) if i am not wrong .. so yup , see ya there if you are going ! :D