Back to blogging.

Ming yan says that my blog post is short.

YAH. Her one is so longgggggggg.

longgggggggg until cannot longggggggggggg.

Had band yesterday, played canon for the band.

Was still scare. For know la.

Oh my god, i want like cannot really pitch + the sound wasn't that good.

I'm like forching the sound out.

And YES.

Maybe the 3 of the group can be perform.

We're improving!

But the only problem is we can play when no one is looking.

But when on stage or whatever, it sucks.

After band, went eat with the group. ;DD

Ate mac & went back home with the instrument.

Took bus-ed home.

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Today.

Din went out. Needed to stay at home.

So is kindda boring.

Or should i say it's already boring.

actually wanted to go peixin to see the kids ;DD

hahaha.

but can't make it.

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Anw, Gtg, BYES

omg.
I'm currently sick.
Oh my god. Having sore throat.
Can't play instrument properly, play even tuning note will pain lor.
oh my. i was wondering about the Top D.
well, hope i get well soon.
BYES.

26-11-2007
Monday!
Went to peixin primary with peeps.
Never really teach the juniors.
Went to AMK HUB & ate.
& went home. (:

27-11-2007
Went section as usual.
Ater sectional went town.
After town actually wanted to go to lizhen house to watch videos.
But cancelled in the end. Ended up we went vivo.
After vivo went home. (:


SHORT POST. (:

Went for family gathering lunch at Paramount Hotel.

Talk, talk & talked.
After dinner went Maraine Parade & walk walk.

Fucking boring. Back home around 6.

My fever shooted up somehow, like i gonna give a damn about it.

Going px primary tomorrow morning.

Anw, gonna take some rest first.

BYES.

hey wengguan it's all cause by you & your fucking attitude.

i'm crying THERE. Do you care ?

Now, a sorry will do ?

i promise i'll change my attitude.

But will you promie you'l be back ?

BORING

So damn fucking boring.

Muhahhahahahahaha.

SENTOSA TRIP CANCEL. TMD.

whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

LOLs

BYES

Today was kindda in ba mood today.

Keep getting pissed.

Not a day for me uh.

Cousin came my house. NOISY LIKE ASS.

Got pissed about 5 time from morning until now.

WTF la.

zz.

Nothing much happening today. So, BYES

That what i ever asked for.

I'm waiting for that day you could care for me

I'm waiting.

OH YEAH.
Went band today, everything went per norml today.
Went for supper at Prata shop. And one great thing. I'm having a fever, flu & cough.
Planning to go sentosa tomorrow. But again, Bridget Loke can't make it.
So everything was cancel AGAIN. & it also due to i'm not feeling well.
And now, my throat not feeling well too. HAHA.
Now i'm the one falling sick. MUAHHhAHAHh.
Short post, nothing much happened also.
So, BYES.!

Went band yesterday, the afternoon sectional was SLACKING.
I din really play, cause i was doing instrument stuffs & just warm up only.
Went KFC had EARLY dinner again & went back to practice.
Was told to called the Brass quintet play. I was like damn scare and cold.
And i couldn't really play out a single note. The sound was like.......
And seriously.
Go & die. Who do you think you are ? You think you are pro ? play it YOURSELF.(You should know who you are. )
I'll be watching. If you are having solo or what. I'll be the first to laugh.
Back to the story. After practice went mac had the EARLY supper & went home.
Just like that. Later going for Sectional for Brass quintet.
*Stress* *Stress*


Anw, BYES.

Don't know what the hack happened to the band yesterday.
Everyone was like giving the face.
Going for sectional later. I was like really wondering how will the band be later.
Hopefully later i go for sectional, & i got punished for no reason.
I make sure I fu*ked it up.
Anw. I go get ready for later. Meeting up with Yilin & Yvonne.

BYES.

Reached home around 11.30.
Damnnnnnnn tired.
Morning woke up at 11.30a.m. , was like omg.
Cause meeting shi hui at her house downstair at 12.30p.m..
I was like still go online & talked to Bridget.
I can say I'm like damn freaking emo today. Morning went bugis with siyan & shihui.
And went to suntec walked. Brought an elmo cost me $19.90. Just beside Elmo is Barney.
Saw it. And it make me remembered stuffs.
Just a small little thing make me think of SOMETHING.
Brought donut. And went walked walked. Rused back to kovan.
Had EARLY dinner & went for the practice.
After practice went to mac and eat. Everyone was eating expect me. -,-.
Not because i have no money. But just not in the mood.
My eyes closing soon. Tomorrow having sectional. It's optional. Not sure if I'm going.
Whoever is going contact me ~!

THE ELMO. not the one i brought

THE FUCKING FACE with elmo.

TheDonut

Donut- DOUBLE CHOCOLATE. nice.
Anw, BYES.
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i say i swear, but i dont mean it.
It all my fault. So blame it on me.

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO,
I recieved a f*cking bad news.
Tomorrow night band practice attire is : Band polo/PE & JEANS.
OMG. i intent to wear pe shorts. NOOOOOO.
The attire simple suck.
Tomorrow going out with shi hui & siyan first then go f band practice.
BYES

Went for sectional as usual. Totally moodless until I reached the room.
After sectional, went eat at HL. After eating went off to ps & went hougang mall.
Daniel, Teck Liang & Jian wei went home. So left with shi hui siyan & me.
Went mac chat, all of the sudden siyan asked me " how already "
I was like so damn shock. & shi hui say " why are you putting a fake smile & acting strong ? "
I replied. " what you expect me to do? Think of the negative side ?"
Well, of course, I'm always acting strong but no one seems to understand.
& well, you don't expect me to be like emo until shit. I can do that. But i choose not to.
Forget it. Stop posting alr. No mood either.
BYES.


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you;left;me;aside;and;i;would;NEVER;forget;it.
I cried & intent to do stupid things when i tink of you.
My heart really break into peices, that's howmuch i love you.

Happy birthday Vanessa Teo.
Went for sectionals today, was using the time to play with Vanessa. Cause it's her birthday.
I need to play well for the concert.
I'm damn stress up for now & still thinking about stuffs that will make me emo.
I really don't know what i'm thinking. No one is here for me.
Everything is within me, i really don't know what to do.
I know emo does't help. But i cant help it.
I guess this few days i will be hiding away from the facts.
But this can't go on uh. I really have no mood to eat or whatever.
Shall not talk about it alr. Damn fucking pissed off & my brain gonna burst.
BYES.

YEAH!
3rd. About yesterday stuffs again. Just remember.
What I want to say is sorry to Yvonne.
Yesterday durng sectional, i ask if she wanted to change trumpet.
The reason being is cause her's is easiler to pitch high notes.
But she say anything so we went to Mr Faizal to ask if can change.
But the sound and pitching did improve.
But i dont know about her. I feel damn bad sia.
Sorry Yvonne! omggggg. But well, she also wanted to use her trumpet that im using.
Anw, she's my senior the best senior in my section !
Thanks and sorry Yvonne!
BYES.

Blog more about yesterday.
During band. Still e same, sectional in the afternoon.
But i wasn't with the section.
Was when the Quintet practicing Canon In D.
All the gathered info.
The songs we'll be playing before the interval is
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1.Under The Double Eagle
2. Postcard From Singapore
3. Ye Banks
4. Hobbits
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The songs are a killer to me, Bridget, Jason, Wanyi & even Lina.
I wish the interver would be like 20 minutes.
I need rest, cause i heard that after interval. is the Brass Quintet.
Hopefully Lina is taking over me. I wish that it could happen.
My lips is soooooooo damn tired until i can't finish playing Canon with normal SOUND.
Moreover. I'm scare lor oh my...
I'm really wondering if there's any sentosa trip again..
It's like cancel and on again.
I'm kindda pissed off. Most of them wasn't free this few days. -.-
NEVERMIND. BYES.

During this few days,
when you are not around.
I almost went crazy. =x

BLOGGING.
Went for band yesterday.
Was so called late. Still emo. -.-
After band went eat with jason, azmir, muzamir, desmond, shi hui , jian wei.
Talk and talked.
So reached home around 8.
Reached home real early cause not feeling well and moreover i'm sick again. -.-
omggggg.
The band practices are KILLING me.
I'm really going to get high fever soon.
well. I'm bloggging very early. Not going anywhere later. -.-
BORED.
BYES.

Blogging!
Today morning was like. -.-
Force myself to wake up in the morning, went for band as usual.
Thinking about stuffs again.
Today was like attitude shi hui for stuffs.
Went to the POP(pass-out parade) in Nee Soon Camp.
Went high when the thing was over ? But the mood still..... & it really sucks.
Walked to North Point.
Walking for 30 minutes plus. Still not alf way yet.
I'm now damn tired. shall go sleep early.
There's still band tomorrow 8.45 must reach school.
Went home with Bridget & Jun Wei.
Took 853. LONG LONG trip. But we talked ALOT. & it din finish when they went off.
Still in bus when they went off. Was like damn tired.
But still got energy to blog. -.-
gtgggggg. BYES.

Wasn't relly in the mood today.

Band went well as normal. Starting of the band din have any mood at all.

Don't know why either.

Tomorrow maybe won't be blogging. I'll be back home late. Going for the NCO things.

I was like. I mean I feel that nowsaday i don't like alot of people. =x

And alot of things at kept with me that SHOULD be left untold.

Alot of things are with me. I really don't know who to shared with now.

With you around. Everything would be fine. But now, i needa cope myself.

There's band tomorrow. Same time.

But would be like off at 3 cause the teachers having things on and because of the nco things.

I needda sleep early.

BYES.

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without you, i felt nothing.

i was waiting for you messag until 3 plu. you knowthat ?

And now. im really wsh you would message me.

I don't think you would even b bother about thes things.

And now, the nly thing i want to tell you is.

I still love you. But everything is impossible now.

Go for your happiness. (:

HAHA.
Went to school today. Sectional, slack also.
12 reached. Saw Jason, was like omgggggg.
Shi hui went for her lessson, so waited until 4 plus.
Bridget, Yan ming, Muzamir, Azmir, Jian Wei, Teak Liang, Shi Hui and WENGGUAN!!
Went KFC againnnnn.
I'm like kindda BORED.
Went city hall after that. Look for someones things.
Went ps. cause city hall have NOTHING to walk.
Irritate Bridget alone the way. HAHA.
Went Yamaha. Saw that PICCOLO again.
!#$%$#&%$#.
I'm gonna save money to buy that.
Cause Elmo says so.
Muhahahahahahahaahha(:
It will cost me a BOMB. An unknown BOMB. 2k plus. WOOT. sexy.
Went look for mouthpeice.
Saw one. And i dont expect that i will buy la.
WTH. AND I BROUGHT!
IT COST ME 30 PLUS !
hahah. I'm going buy one more if it's worth. I mean the other one.
That need to order. That will cost me 70 plus.
HAHAHA.
Alright. shall not talk alr.
There's band tomorrow. Hope everythings goes well.
BYES! Elmo says so

YOYOz
Stay at home the whole day. Doing NOTHING.
& seriously i needa change my attitude. omggggg. It's really sucks like shit.
Was pissed off 2 times today. Firsty, went to KFC. i ordered. They don't know what i talking.
I was like wtf ? Seriouly the KFC here sucks.
2nd pissed of was like about sme band matters that you should not know what it is.
& really! I need a change in my attitude.
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Today i going for sectional. Hopefully i got to practice enough.
I gonna DRILLLLLL up my high notes.
& i going to get headache when i played.
Omggggg.
I kindda use comp when everyone is like sleeping. =.=
Hopefully i wont get caught again.
I guess i need REST.
byes! Elmo loves wengguan(:

For now, what i got to say is sorry. It's doesn't simply lies on you alone. It's all me

YOYO!
Oh my fish.
Went school. Set up my instrument and play.
Play not even 15 minutes. __
guitar people snatch the room.
Than went in band store. Reached school about 12.45.
And at first they say 3 closed bandstore.
In the end 2 close. Knn.
Went KFC eat again. And went off to PS. cause nothing to do.
Went yamaha SLACK. Went off to bugis.
And went home.
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And i found out recently i used alot WORDS that wasn't nice.
omgggggg.
I promised i will change uh!
btw. BYES

Yes.
I'm like blogging so earlyyyyyyyy.
Too bored
Now i should be like getting ready to go back school.
HAHAH.
jian wei called me ask if im going. idont really feel like.
But promise tham alr.
& now. i shall go do my things and rush back to the YUYING SC*K.

Tomorrow there's no sectional for TRUMPET sect

BUT

there's sectional on tues & wed.

I'm not sure what time it is. Ask Bridget Tang. ;D

And tell me. ;D

Was surfing net. And i saw THE BLOG.

I was damn freaking shock.

我们的过去，你都忘了吗？

Well, i'm relly trying my very best to get back the cheerful wengguan.

But i think it's really very hard.

Lots on stress are on me now.

你知道吗？

I think you don't even care.

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Lastly, actually haing a sentosa trip today.

But due to the reasons.

Jian Wei - sick, mum dont allow

Si Yan - sick, I dont want her to go.

Bridget - Can't make it.

Seng Shi Hui - Not comfirm.

How Shi Hui - Not going.

the rest can make it & of course.

I'm not blaming all of you!

Problem lies with alot people not feeling well. Almost everyone is like sick.

Well, today Desmond is sick.

I guess i am the next one.

Already not feeling well this few days.

Band member are getting sick. zz.

Well, end here. BYES.

arghhh. I guess i'll get back to blogging.
Well. band today. i was late. Seriously. I was late.
venice called my phone 2 times. i left it as silence. And later he called my house.
I got woke up by that call. LOL. and i found out that i was late.
The conversation came out like that. ( about )
Venice : Hello, Weng Guan ar?
Me : Ya. ( still damn blur )
Venice : Why you never come for band ?
Me : ( suddenly knew i was late ) errrrrrr..... I'll be late.
Venice : Ok. Bye.

i hanged off the phone. I was like rushing like mad ass.
Reached band room. Mr Phua asked me why im late. I jsut suddenly cannot speak up. WHY ?
Maybe the band was like looing at me ? Lucky he say " wake up late ? " and i jsut replied Yah
Went to the sit. He talked. And we went for sectional. =.=
Not long later. Shi Hui came. -,-
Should have meet her at the mrt and walk to school together.
LOL. well.
I am damnnnnnn stress now over lots of stuffs. Yuppe.
gtg also. BYEBYE

KNN.
Was actually sick today. But still go band.
I was fucking pissed off my my section. Well, FIRSTLY, i conducted them.
Cause bridget wasn't around. so i went conduct and ask them to play CONCERT Bb.
WTF. they can't play. NEVERMIND. give them time to learn their scores that was thrown to them like weeks or even months.
Angry also useless. And i also should not be conducting them at all.
Just take it as i KPO. but bo bian. the section leader not here.zz
so i take over. Dont know what to do with them alr.
Was damn sick and things happen this few days.
Dont ask what. zz. few times sitting down. Waiting for message.
also wanted to cry. zz.
FUCK..
scold alot of words today in band. SORRY SORRY SORRY!
There's band tomorrow. Stilll sick. But still going. tomorrow bridget will be around.
hopefully can slack abit. need not conduct.
Jason & Lina came back. i was sitting in between them. Was dammmnnnnnnn stress.
but after all still manage to joke around.
I think i will be posting this few days. But tags will be replied.
Hopefully this sunday sentosa still on. siyan is sick. down wih fever.
will be emo this few days. Really thanks for the group i have always been cheering me up uh!
damn tired. guess going to sleep early tonight
maybe will be posting only when everything starting to settle down.
Well. i can say. I just can't let go of it. zz.
But i promise. I will try my best not to emo & be like normally .
& i promise i'll be back with a ;D when everything is settling down.
BYES.

THE DAYS.

Remember the days ?
25-03-07 ; The day that you wanted to get my number but you ran away.
9-06-07 ; The first time we went out for the cocert, the first neo print.
25-06-07 ; The first time we stead.
29-06-07 ; The time we break because i felt there's something missing.
07-07-07 ; The day we patch & i promised you i never say break up.
07-08-07 ; 1st month.
09-08-07 ; The fireworks & the time we holded hand & you gave me a T-shirt and a card.
07-09-07 ; The 2rd month. we both have band practice. din have time to go out.
07-10-07 ; the 3rd month.
21-10-07 ; The day we went to the beach and i gave you the ring.
06-11-07 ; Just the day before 4th month. The book left untouch.

im sorry what what i did. And of course it happen for a reason. sorry.

omggggg. The blog staring to rot already. Muhahahaha.
This week,
Monday - SECTIONAL.
Tuesday - SECTIONAL.
Wednesday - SECTIONAL.
Thursday - Going out with herrrrrrrr. ;D
Friday - Banddddd. (:
Saturday - Bandddddd. (:
Sunday - Santosa ~ !

Hahahahahaha.
I'm crazy, the concert is coming. But standard still not there yet. HAHAHAHAHAHA.
The juniors are gonna get crazy with my naggingggggggg. MUAHHAHAHAHA.

I'm damn tired. I want sleep. zzz.

Went for band today. 9 to 5. zzz.

Meet Teck Liang at 8.15a.m. at school gate to go peixin together.

He came at around 8.30. zzz. i want there waiting & waiting.

Went take 854. it was quite fast uh. 30 minutes plus. usually 40 minutes plus. HAHA.

Take cab back to school for band practice. by the time we reach is around 10 plus already.

They break for sections. I took about 7 minutes plus to look for the section!!! wtf.

Did warm ups & stuffs here & there.

Went lunch break at 12.30. Was rushing like mad assssss. One great thing was dont need fall in.

LOL. LMAO. Played Hobbits for the whole afternoon until 5.

Break for sectional first, back in band room around 3. the combine was damn sian.

Alots of people don't know how to play their part & stuffs. Same goes to me.

LOL.

at around 4 plus me & bridget was dmn tired. Can't continue to play already. HAHA.

& of course. Can't pitch high notes already. HAHA.

Went high again after band & the syf photos are OUT!!

LOL. Cool uh.

Went to KFC eat AGAIN. Is like kindda sick of it already. HAHA.

After eating went walk walk & i needed to look for a earpeice for my phoneeeeeee.

HAHA. Walked around the BORING heartland mall. -,-

All was like 58 buck plus. LOL. mad ass.

And finally, found a shop outside heartland mall.

I brought the ear peices and stuffs for it all cost me $33. LOL. So much cheaper.

& finally, went home with no voiceAGAIN.

shout like mad asssssssssssss.

LOL. That's all uh. (:

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MR PHUA!!!

YOYOYO!

Well, nothing to post about yesterday.

TODAY, had band practice. i was sort of late for band if they had fall in on time.

Hahahahaa. i reach kovan station at 12.35 & the fall in time was like 12.45.

I was walking like mad assssss, and finally get to play my instrument. ;DD

Got a few new peices like Ey bang[not sure if it's spell this way], and a few new peices that we din play.

Yuppe, played postcard. The sound and everthing sucks. It really sucks.

Sort of being scolded ? Went for half hour sectional. Din really pratice much.

Went back band room & had combine for a short while and was able to went home.

Of course we did fall in first. & the so call what ERHEMmember's had meeting.

After fall out as usual ? Went crazy & it's REAL CRAZY.

Went crazy when the word " yoyoyo " came into my mind. zz.

The ERHEM member's having meeting so "played" with Yvonne and Venice.

I'm so damn sure they are scare of me. 1o1% when they hear YOYOYO.

HAHAHA. Yvonne almost went mad.

The meeting was like from 5 plus until around 7 !!!!! HELLO ~

So damn long. So me Yvonne & venice sat down and had a chat. was laughing like mad ass.

Time flew like quite fast ? Was rather pekchek while waiting.

After the meeting the two went home with Yilin.

so me, bridget, lizhen,jian wei, jian wei's friend, azmir, siyan, shi hui went KFC & eat.

While walking. We are really mad asssses. TRUE. you can ask any of us.

We are mad like crazy. Maybe because of the kiss goodbye song or my YOYOYO. LOL.

Went eat. Damn suay. zz. 2 things happen. zz. so wtf?

Yuppe. After eating chat of course. half way through bridget & lizhen went home.

& jianwei's friend leave early too. left 4 of us. chat until 8.35. Went off homeeeeee.

Yuppe. THAT ALLL! (: I'm really mad ass after band. ;D BEWARE!