Well , after returning from band practice . Lots of things to post .
Start the this 3rd post with good stuffs .
We have made Trumpet section tee .
Hmm , ok . It's was quite nice i guess . Collect it like after don't know how many days .
& got it done finally with lina .
Alright , here come the bad stuff (s) [ Don't intend to post everything ]

Well , i was quite sad since today before i went for band practice .
& when i go band , it was hell to me .
Seriously hell .
I don't know what to say or what to do .
Got that kind of feeling that i want to give up at this moment .
I was actually rewarded with a word call " Rubbish " .
Maybe i was way too kind . Maybe ? Maybe not .
So what should i do ?
I have no ideal . Maybe i should show my " Concert heat " right now .
Simply because things didn't improve much as what i want .
I didn't expect much . I really didn't .
Like what bridget say . Maybe i really treat them good enough .
& i think it's what i get today .
I remember when i was a Section Leader , i only Rasie my voice 2 times .
So what should i do ?
Hmmm , shout ? scream ? punish ?
Or maybe i can't teach them well enough .
Maybe i was a really bad Section Leader after all .
I don't wish to think , i don't even want to think . But i can't
Whenever bad stuffs was told about my section , i really sigh .
For don't know how many times .
Well , suhailin cried today because of the section .
Her section wasn't as worst as mine .
So what should i do ?
Jump off building ? Well , i feel like crying . I feel like .
But what's the point .
No point . Just some tears and after that nothing much again .
Well , i only got something to say .
" Prove to me that i'm wrong . "
I promised , what if i broke the promise ?
I took a risk , believe anot . Now it lies with the section . If it still the same .
I get into a big big really big trouble .
Good luck to me .

Well , i didn't go school today .
Couldn't sleep yesterday . I mean like . i went bed around 3.30 , couldn't want to sleep
Thinking about smth i guess .
Read all the messages of all i had . At least it bought back lots of memories .
Stomach was super pain . I don't know why . Some how it's because i didn't attend school too .
Shall really attend school on monday .
Gonna meet lina & Mei ying at Hg mall later .
i hope i'm not late again .

Well , i'm here to post again .
Night practices these few days .
Including tml .
Quite tired i guess .
Hmmm , so what did i did for the past few days .
Tuesday was the start of extended programme for sec 3s .
Hmm , so everything went as per normal .
For tuesday went home changed and headed to school again .
Wed stayed in school till night practice end .
& todayyyyyyyy , i didn't go school . Means i skipped school .
Teacher call in the morning around 9.30
My mum asked me up and answer the phone .
So the conversation went like this .

Me : Helloo ( Sound super irritated )
Teacher : Is this Weng Guan ?
Me : Ya lah , what ?
Teacher : Oh , why didn't you come school today ?
Me : Sick ( Just woke up and it sound as if i'm really sick )
Teacher : Oh okay , remember to write a parents letter ok ?
Me : Ok , byebye . ( Hang off the phone )

Went back to sleep aftermath .
So i woke up around 1 plus .
Was suppose to meet azmir at 1 to buy some stuffs .
But i didn't , but lucky he don't need to buy alreadyyyyyyy .
Headed to school around 2.30 ?
Took bus , when i was walking to school , i saw two teacher .
One was band teacher one was discipline teacher .
I was like , " Gosh , what now ? what now ?! "
Went the other way , they saw me like whatever .
They took cab and went off .
Waited for Junisa & went eat and night practice !
Oh well . I finally finish my section tee shirt .
I'm senting in the design like tomorrow with lina :D
Going school like 10.10 tomorrow .
Didn't attend school like yesterday ( It's Friday already ) because there's like attire check .
But in the end there is no attire check .
So , late for tml .
But but but ! There's like only 6 period tomorrow . I might consider pon school again .
Because it's MT , physic and chem . I shall meet junisa . Cause she's poning shcool too !
Yay !
&
On the bus junisa told me , clip up your fringe lah .
I was like " sure ! I rather be hours of nerd then weeks or months nerd . "
Hahaaaa , alright . I miss my classmates .
Byeeeeeeeeeee .

快乐你爸巴你节 : DDD
Hello peopleeeeeeee .
Photos shall do the talkingggg .

KOHWEITINGSEBASTIAN ONG

Yeaaa , went Escape today . It has been damn long since i went there .

Actually going cut hair & meet weiting .

But due to my lazyness . Didn't cut hair .

Met weiting & just nice JY & Seb meeting at the same time and same place i think .

So hipppppp .

Cause i asked them to go first . Laughs .

Alrighttttt , so went escape .

Gastric pain on the bus . Was like shouting pain all the way .

Reach escape , still super pain . Sigh .

So went in , it was like going to rain and so on , sky was quite dark .

But we took the risk .

Went in . RAIN -.-

Went to the shelter and slackkkkkk & finally i can sit down and no more gastric pain .

Yay !

Aftermath rain was like smaller already , went queue .

Played inverter .

Only that one . Damn wtf .

Aftermath it rain again . So we left and headed to bugis for steamboat !

Yayyyyy , eat the whatever lahhh .

Damn nice . Love it .

One person around 21 dollar .

Eat and laugh all the way . Talk talk talk .

& take photos . Was super damn oh god full .

We played game , geeez .

Weiting got the chicken which is the most .

She didn't finish . Laughs .

I got the crabmeat . Yayyyyyy .

Ok , which i'm sick of it now .

After eating around 8 , bused & train-ed home .

And yeaaaaaaaaaaaaa , here to bloggg .

Isn't feeling that well anyway .

Arghhhh .

I think i have like slight fever . Tomorrow there's night band practice .

Arghhhh , stress .

Wasn't feeling that well .

Alrightttt , shall post someday .

I want to town soon . real soon . Sigh .

Alright ,
i'm currently super busy lah dey .
Thursday friday & saturday i had like 21 hours of practice ,
which does not include break and stuffs .
So there's nothing much to post lah dey .
Ytd met junisa at mrt around 7.30 & headed to school .
Start practicing around ...... 8 .
And till 5 for normal band practtttt .
Aftermath went for dinner and headed to school again for alumni band practt till 10.
Was super tired .
My lips tear i think . Maybe maybe not .
Super dry and pain .
Ahhhhhhhhhhhh , for tomorrow .
Out w classmates or bandmates ?
Most of the bandmates didn't have time tomorrow i guess .
After tml , band again !
Tuesday all the way to sat ! ( for me it's sat )
Yay !
Benjamin Loke Weng Guan is a busy man (for now) .
Laughs , ahhhhhh .
Tired , i shall get more rest while i can .

Alrightttt , as per normal .
Band today .
Nothing much to post . Took a photo during sectional for section tee shirt .
I think i can go make already .
Oh yea , today wanyi got scolding from Mr Faizal .
Errrr , i feel bad . I mean seriously .
I shouldn't have let her go .
I have already fail to be a SL .
Arghh , shyt .
I feel , i don't know . Kind of weird werid feelings .
Ahhh , i need to do some reflections .
& to your info it was illi that help me blog ytd .

Hello Boobs .Guess who ?
I am Benjamin Loke Weng Guan's look alike !
Omg, hotstuff laaaaaa .
I am super hot .Tht's why I was Illi's ex-super hot girlfriend .
But she is way too hot fr me, so we broke up .
I, BLWG, loves to knw about wht yr cup size is .
I, BLWG, loves to poke your boobs, if only your's is big .
Obviously, I don't lik it whn its flat !
I, BLWG, is fat .You can totally see my fats .
I, BLWG, money-fell-from-th-skies .
I wna POKE POKE POKE, pleaseeeeeeeee .
Baaaaa, I love Illi !

I can't wait to get back to school tml .
But the post activities make me sick of it .
Damn , i want to laugh . I can't .
No one to entertain . Self entertainment doesn't work now . Argghh .
Damn it .
I miss Tan Si Yan .
I miss Chan Jian Wei .
Well , good luck for your Os , same goes for .... the other seniors .
All the best yo .
I think i'm currently brain dead for now .
In fact the whole day .
I want to go out town and walk and shop .
Just damn the Os .
Like whateverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr .
& at last ,
people who fucking prank called me today .
You watch out .
Call me again or whatever , you will know what i'm gonna do .
Cheebye , i won't entertain all these shyt .
Call only for the tickets , you call for no damn fun reason .
You better fuck off .
Once again , i warn the people who prank call to watch out .
You know who you are . Cheebye . __

Bang !

Ok , i'm trying to kill you .

Geeez , alrighttttt .

So what happened like ytd like today yo ?

Yesterday i was at home the whole bloody day . Can't go out .
& today , didn't go town and stuffs .

Went out with the Malays for home visiting and stuffs .

I'm not like so thick skin want go join okay .

They invited me . & it feels weird at first , but after a few home visting , it's fine already .

The food was nice . Really nice .

And of course , i recieve money .

That wasn't really important , well . Woke up around ... 11 today ?

Suppose to meet Junisa at the mrt around 11.30 .

But 11.20 i'm like still online . Oh well .

It's wg yea ?

Normal lahhh . Met them lahdahlahdah .

Went off , last house was Junisa's house . Aftermath went home .

Her house is like near my house . Geeez , so it's like .

I just take a bus and i reached home .

Online & stuffs .

Oh well , i really don't know what to say siah .

There's no school tomorrow cause teacher's having meeting and shyt stuffs .

At least i got promoted . Geeez , and sebastian almost didn't make it .

I shall ask him to mug w me when exam comes .

& i really feel like using knife and stab KWT 1000 times .

Laughs , don't know why either .

I miss my classmates .
I miss someone .
I miss my ownself which i love to smile alot .

I miss the days with bandmates .

I miss going out w someone .

I miss Japan .
& lots of stuffs .

Alrighttttt , last but not least .

PASSIONE III

Date : 6 Dec 2008 ( Saturday )

Time : 7.30 p.m.
Venue : Yuying Secondary School Hall .

Ticket price : SGD $6 / $10 / $50

It's free seating to your info . Expect for $10 & $50 .
There's will be better seats or view .

For more info , please call 96586105 ( Loke Weng Guan ) for ticket and stuffs .

THANK YOU .

I shall take more photo and add some chilli and totmato to my blog .

Some dayyyyy i guess .

That's all for the day . Byeeeee .

Alert !
Yuying Concert Band ticket is now on sales !
Here is the info .

Passione III
Date : 6 December 2008 ( Saturday evening )
Venue : Yuying Secondary School Hall .
Price : $6 / $10 / $50
Free seating !
Please call / sms 96586105 for more info about Passione III .

Alrighttttttttttttt ,
things have been bothering me these few days .
I don't know what it is .
Maybe it's things around me ?
Oh yeaaaaaa , today check exam paper .
5 pass 1 fail ?
Oh gosh . Let me pass my omg-ness amath for sake .
I know how to dooooooo , i just don't know how to apply on it .
Damn it . Kill me .
I shall really got to mug hard for N level yo .
Had BP yesterday & today .
Ahhhhh , super tired . No mood to do anything .
I just ate two bar of Toblerone . Hopefully i will get better or whatever .
Heaty , & tml sick . Cool siah ( As usual )
Hipppppp , we're changing new P this year . She's leaving . Yayyyyyyyyy .
If i'm not wrong she's leaving on the way we're heading Jap ?
I think so ..
Nahhh , who cares . Not as if she treat us very well .
& the new P going to be a guy & he's from some kind of unknown school .
Hopefully he's better lah dey . Who knows things would turn out bad ?
I feel like eating more chocolate . The fridge have plenty .
My sis loves to store them for me .
Geeez ,
& smth bad happened to me today when i'm on my way back home .
After alighting bus 147 , i went to the mrt toilet .
and lahdahdahdah .
Ask me for more info lah .
It's super disgusting . I walked home scolding omg-ness words that you will never heard before .
Ahhhhhhhhhhh, kill me .
Something really bothering me these few days .
& i really don't know what it is .
Weirdo , now i find myself weird . For now .

I wish i could end my life now .

Hellooooooooooooooooooooooooooo .
lwg cut his hair again . Geez .
Like AGAIN ?!
Yes , again .
I love to cut my hair with weird hairstyle .
Today afternoon played w illi hair againnnnnnnnn .
Nothing much to post . Like so geek .
Hope i won't get caught . Laughs .
byeeeeeeeed .

How great :D
I do have my reasons for leaving the workshop .

1 . I find it totally meaningless .
2 . I don't learn anything .
3 . I don't have the mood either , so what for stay there give them a stupid face ?

And you know things happened .
It's okay that you're angry .
Angry all you want . I should be angry with you .
You SHOULD know about it . You SHOULD .
And i'm not angry about that only .
Serious speaking whatever Ms Tan or whatever shyt the name is lecturing .
I can really shoot her back .
Like she say what for daydreaming or whatever right ?
You don't daydream you don't get the dream there's nothing you can commit into . Right ?
Vision and shyt stuffs .
Is that all she can say ?
All these shyt stuffs only ?
She's telling me she's a master degree in conducting she cannot even talk smth more profound ?
Ya ya , i know my own attitude . Things i don't like i won't keep my mouth shut .
I will speak out for myself .
I shoot back means i have no leadership ?
Like what she say , leader need to love themself .
I love MYSELF by protecting myself & I know when i'm wrong and i'm right .
I'm not angry or whatever . I'm just saying what I DON'T LIKE .
You can tell me if i say anything wrong .
I left i know maybe people would say something about me .
But i don't really care , because i know what i'm doing now .
I know what i'm doing that's why i'm here posting about it .
It's ok if i don't get CIP hours or whatever .
You can don't mark my second half attendace .
It's really alright . Got anything right call my parents . Ask them to . Go ahead .
I will wait for the call .
Dare me . Whatever i say i dare to do .
And onces again . You should know that the thing should not be said .
I hope you blog hop .
Even if i say you should know doesn't mean you get whatever post .
Get this right in your head .
We put down the rank/ranks & i will still say this . You should know .
I shall not talk much . Whatever i want say i have type it here .
If got anything wrong , tell me all you want .
I will tell you the reasons for it .

Alright , laugh at the pictures .

I promise KWT i will post mine too .

That's all Geek photos .

But Illi is different . She's a real kiddo .

She's so damn short . Really short .

I'm the tallest among all . HAHAHAHAHAHA .

I saw two typical ah bengs just now .

Laugh out loud .

Forget it .

No mood to post either . Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

This is Illi ( Kiddo ) Geez .

That's KWT .
I snatch her picture . How retarded can she be .

Illi asked me to blog .
It was her bday ytd , i was the first to wish her happy birthday !
Laughs ,
Yesterday was the last paper & BP ( Band Practice ) started .
Was super tired i guess .
After paper went Hg Mall with Andrea , Regina , Joey & Joanne tgt with Jingjy & Seb .
Ate Long John Silver & headed home w jingyi while the rest went whitesand ?
Changed and went school .
Reached school around 1.30 & blablabla .
So BP started and stuffs .
Ended around 6.45 .
Talked and slack till 7 .20 i guess .
Went for dinner at Mac .
Aftermath took bus home . Was super tired lah dey .
Suppose to have Exco Meeting today . But didn't turn up .
Need take care granny . Like whatever shyt .
Can't even go out .
Monday no schoolllllllll & guess what ?
There's a leadership thingy . I freaking don't feel like going . Cheebai .
Tom says LanJiaoCheeBye .
Arghhh , alright , nothing much already . 12 more days to go .
Then i will cut my hair . Yay-ness . I know what hairstyle to cut .
It's will be weird again . Super weird . After school holiday that is like .......
23 Oct , sec 3s will have the don't know whatever shyt thingy lesson for 2 weeks .
Sighhh , what a pathetic school .
Nothing much lah dey . Bye bodoh .

Helloooooooooooooooooooo .
Tomorrow is the last paper .
Wooooooo . Ok , i'm like so-oh-damn-happy .
It's chemistry tomorrow . It's an 1hour 15 minutes paper .
That means i will be free from ...................... 9.15 onwards !
Yay !
But let's say wtf together . What The Fish !
Why ? Cause there's Band Practice tomorrow at ........... 1.45 pm !
That's like 4 Hour !
Gosh gosh goshhhhhhhhhhh .
Save me . I got to think how the hell i'm gonna kill time . Movie maybe ?
Illi says that i'm weird ! She say this is what i did today .
- suck my pens ( Yes , when i don't know how to do )
- Stare at one spot and make my eye bigger . ( Always )
- Play with my hair ( Just during the pass two days )
- Give a UGH face to luthfi . ( I swear i give it everytime )
Ok , i think i really have it . I think i have more then that .
EOY papers was stilll ok . Maybe because i studied ?
Quite a number of stuffs happening .
Like Birthdays or whatever .
Who have got birthday on 16-jan !
Pm me !
Geeez , after school JY they all went bowling without telling me .
Arghhh , left me weiting and xinrong there .
What the fish . Neverminddd .
Went eat and went back school .
Jy they all came aftermath & went home after awhile .
Around 1.30 took bus home .
& sleep till ......... 6.30
Yuppe , go study for chem paper alreadyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy .
Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee .

Bloggingggggggg .
I'm feeling much better to my friend side .
I'm feeling not really good to the physical side .
Having kind of sore throat .
It's really pain down there . Maybe i shout too much or something like that .
Laughs .
Amath paper was WOAH !
As usual , i thought i would be like " Arghhhh , screw it lahh "
But then horrrrrrrrrrr I open the paper was like " I know how to doooooo ! "
Laughs , I was like can't wait to get my pen down .
I did the paper non stop . Really non stop . Justr wouldn't stop writting .
Until a chapter . I did till half , i was like " Wtf ?! When can i finish this ! "
Laughs , so i break down a few times .
Last question was 8 marks .
I can only do 1st question . But the rest i know the formula or all !
Arghhh , and the identities , remember the formula at last 15 minutes .
Can't do another step . 5 marks gone . Damn itttttttt .
Nevermindddddddd .
EL paper and physic paper today
El paper was okayyyyyy .
Physic was shyt . I didn't study . Sighhh .
Whyyyyy . Ok , i don't want study one . You can't blame meeeee .
I was at home the whole day .
So i just open the paper scribble the answers .
Dont know how to do just skip
So like within 30 minutes i slept .
Till the end of 15 minutes .
I was pulling my hair . Whyyyy .
Cause got hair was like together .
I used the pocket penknife to cut it .
4 hair dropped out .
Arghhh , it's long one can ? Not short one . Damn itttt .
Tomorrow is math paper 2 .
I'm not studying .
I need some motivation . Sighhh .
Bye .

Yesterday was Math paper 1 & ss .
Hahahaha , Math paper 1 was easy i think .
Hopefully i can pass lah dey .
I dont know why . Things that i think i did well came out liek shyt .
Things i didn't expect it to be turn out to be in a better way .
Damn it .
SS was no kick . Serious .
I was doing it all the way .
I was sitting at the back , everyone was like writting as much as they can .
While i'm like sitting there thinking how much my pen ink would run .
I was making marking , when i finish the last question , i look again .
& guess what i told myself ?
" Hmmm , the pen ink runs like dont know what lor , like that i need buy new pen "
& i ended off with a sigh .
I dont know what am i thinking right now .
Like i say , i always have super weird habits , but most of the time i know what i'm doing .
But is like now .
I dont know . This weird weird thingy .
I don't know how to define it anyway .
Just kind of like .
I dont know what i'm doing yet i'm doing it . Somehow somewhat .
Like i say , i dont know what i'm doing . My brain isn't turning .
Maybe dead for a few minute .
Forget it .
Tomorrow going out study with bandmates .
Mug amath .
I don't care . I gonna like mug till i go crazy .
Nothing much left to post about . I'm forever w weird habits & mindset .
& I NEED to talk to someone soon .
I can't stand someone and someone is hurting someone .
I mean like i can't stand it .
I can scold !@#$%^&*() right now . But i don't want to .
Forget it . Byeeeee .

Kwt deleted her blog !
Hahahahahaha .
Gone , i've got more post then her now .
Geeez .
Alright , tomorrow is SS & Math paper 1 .
Just took a nap in the evening .
Woke up , didn't have the mood to study . Gosh .
What the hell am i thinking .
By looking at the paper itself , it make me so nerd .
I think i'm gonna wear spec soon enough .
Becauseeeeeeee , blur-ness took place nowwww .
Ok , i shall look geek if i wear spec . True enough .
Contact lense will do the job =D
But hey yo , contact lense will only stick to you for 7 years .
Just 7 years and you can't wear it anymore .
Dont know why . Dont ask me . Ask someone else .
I almost fall asleep in SS class today . Damn it .
& to my suprise . I got an omg-ness result for amath . Simply don't give a damn .
Lol . I shall mug hard during my weekends .
Alright , i miss my children day . It's like yesterday only lahhhhh .
I was at home th whole day .
Hahahaha , i shalln't be Benjamin tomorrow . I shall be called Tom tomorrow .
I got new names everyday !
Danwei was Mary the day before yesterday & she's jasmine yesterday & today .
So what's for tomorrow . Tom shall find out . Geez .
Alright , it's like no link .
If you don't understnad what i'm blogging .
Too bad for you siahhhh .
Oh ya , i got a new cravings again . Oh goshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh . Shut up and drive .
Hahaha , bye manzxczxc .
I'm a Toranpetta !